I'm confused

See, I went searching for my mother's blog today and I wasn't able to find it. I am wondering if she has her blog set to private or I just don't understand how to work this thing yet. It is very possible that it is the latter versus the former. I guess I could say that I have a certain amount of self doubt when it comes to just about everything in life. I could not give a reasonable answer as to why that would be. I have a loving supportive family and great friends. I know that I am capable of a great many things but for some reason I am always questioning myself and whether or not I have fallen short of some perverbial mark. Don't ask who the person is that sets this said mark for me because if you did I would have to say I'm not sure. My best guess would be that it is myself but I certainly can say that I am unsure of what I expect from myself.

What is it that these blogs are used for if you can't find them? I am wondering if there is a way to search through them. I would ask my mother who; for the first time in my life is more electronically adept than I am, is unfortunately too tired to explain anything to me tonight. So, I will have to wait until tomorrow. I am planning on spending a little time working my way around the site tonight in order to see if I can figure this out all on my own. Oh how exciting would that be? I love to find things in life that are exciting, seeing as I have ADHD which I know is starting to seem like the "cool" thing to have. Well if I may be honest with you, I have to say being a person who is afflicted with it, it is not an enjoyable thing to deal with. I have trouble paying attention ( obviously! :) ) and worse yet I a have a terrible problem with memory retention. Try going to do something and constantly having to remind yourself what it is your going to do just so you don't forget or get distracted along the way. It honestly only takes a matter of a few seconds, and everything can feel as if it has simply fallen out of your brain. It can be quite troubling especially if the thing you are supposed to remember is really important. I have let quite a few people down in my life as a result of dealing with this. I have lost quite a few friends too who haven't been able to understand why I am the way I am. But as my father has always said, " I am who I am!" Well, good night from my own little world! Have a wonderful one!