Where to go from here?!

I am sitting here realizing that I am a fairly self concious person. I am sure that there are other's out there just like me. For me to be doing any blogging at all whatsoever is almost a miricale within itself. I guess I should start with the basic facts. I am currently 25 years old and female. I spend time doing things I suppose most people would find borring, like reading and knitting, and studying. I am currently working on a Pharmacy Technician Certification and am looking forward to an internship at my local pharmacy.

I guess I should tell you that the main focus of this page is going to be whatever happens to come to my mind at the time that I am choosing to write. So, at least I can say that I will keep whatever readers I manage to acquire on their toes! I am supposing honestly, that the only person that is going to give this blog any thought or consideration is going to be my mother. Though that is the way that most things go in life. When ever you do something the only person that really is going to care is your mother, especially if it has to do with just rambling on about this, that, and the other.

I am currently living with my sister, helping her raise my nephew because she is an RN who works the nightshift and has only so much in her being a single parent. Things have been hard lately seeing as he is 13 and a half and almost sure that he knows everything. I am sure that he isn't the only 13 year old boy out there with this mentality. I love the two of them without question, if I didn't I would never be able to handle the hormonal outbursts that occur from time to time as his mind tries to keep up with his ever changing body. He is very easy to get along with most of the time and honestly tries very hard to be a good person. He's just living up to the typical life changing events of puberty. My sister, who by the way is only my half sister however; I will never think of her in that way, is one of the strongest women I know next to my mother. She has taught me that I am able to stop and think of what I am supposed to say rather than just saying whatever I am thinking. I'm sure that took a lot of patience on her part and I will be forever grateful to her for the dedication she has shown me.

I suppose I should make an elaboration on the title for this blog now. I am like I said before very self concious, and "where to go from here?" is the question that is plaguing me with this whole blogging situation. I don't know what to say, what to do, or if it all really matters in the long run anyway. I will gather my thoughts and place them here as often as I get the opportunity, and see where it goes, I guess. Please, if you feel the need to reply to a post, don't be rude or vulgar. I really don't have time for that. I am a person who strives to treat everyone with respect and expect the same from others, although I am made aware time and time again that others don't share this sentiment. However, I digress, I welcome comments and hope that someone out there will derive pleasure from my meager ramblings. I thank you for the time, and hope you have an Awesome day!